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Crystals
filled with memories
" Through those sad times
you held my hands till the end of the world. "
Growing Up
Sunday, October 17, 2010

It's 1:24am and im still not asleep.

And i needa work tmr =.= Im seeking death!

Anyway, just one short post. One stupid post ((:

I feel that whenever a person reach at a certain age, their mentality and thinking will change naturally.

And you do not know why.

For example, you used to hate someone so much to the maximum before. But when the time's up, you'll just realise that's life, so forget it!

Or maybe when you're at work. You may always think that one need to stand firm on their decisions, be it whether an arguement with your superior or whoever, you won't wanna give in when you think what you did was right. But as you grow, you'll just let it be and resign to fate.

If you understand what im trying to say. HAH!

Kinda stupid but now i wanna say........

When i was at a younger age, i used to LOVE LV, Burberry and Coach. But now, im sooo falling in love with PRADA and CHANEL!

And im so into my credit cards! I always thought that credit cards were DEBT cards.. But now, I swipe them like nobody's business!

What should i say?

I'm a GONER!
Emotion
Sunday, October 3, 2010

Today, tonight... Wasnt good for me.

Baby is sick. Super sick. Heartache to see him in such state. No appetite, strengthless, sleepless... God, please heal him asap!

He's flying to Redang tomorrow morning and will only be back on friday ):

I know i'll miss him like hell.

It's always good to know that i've friends who will always be there. Friends, you're always LOVED by me! HUGZ!

I'll update the rest soon.

It's time for baby to take his medicine.
Raining Tuesday
Tuesday, September 28, 2010

I cannot believe that i slept my off days away O.O and now im suffering for serious bodyache!

So many things that i need to do but it seems like im still so far away from it! Just woke up and baby is still sleeping. Cotton is not awake too!

I WANT NEW HEELS! I NEED TO DO MY NAILS! I WANT TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN.............! But, im very lazy )):

I THINK I SHOULD GO BACK TO SLEEP.

I'll post again. BYE!
September TwentyOne.
Tuesday, September 21, 2010

Last blog post was in July =.= Was super busy lur! I've always wanted to blog as much as i can but i dun really have the time. I WANT TO REMEMBER the things i've been doing!!

So much to update!

First, my idiotic dog is getting crazier day by day! She was really cute sometimes but MOST of the time, she's BITING. OMFG! She's one BIG princess and i'll make sure she have the best. Bought toys and bones and darn lots of treats and whatever i could get for her but she still BITES!! Friends and colleagues told me that it's normal. ARGHZ! Any kind souls please tell me what to do? SMS me! Felt guilty at times whenever i've no time for her. Sometimes i'll think that i bought her on impulse. Ending up she's home alone most of the time )): While im blogging, she's lying beside me sleeping like a log (: LOVES!


Proudly presents.. COTTON!

Next, Im so so so looking forward to this thursday! Im going to fetch my LAO JIE back from the airport! She went to Taiwan for work and will be coming back to us real soon! 2 more days to family reunion ((:

Work was okay so far. All i know is to work and go home when the time reaches 7pm everyday. The rest ain't important. Hopefully i'll be able to hop to Premier banking next year! Sick and tired of the mass customers! May god bless me throughout next year :)

I can't wait to buy a car ASAP. Although i know that i don't really need it now, but i'll need it in time to come. Plus im sick of taking bus and cab everyday =.= Done the calculations and i've decided.

Red MAZDA 3! I'll get you soon! (((:

FMI:-
1) Meeting up with Abby and Yee
2) Bringing Cotton for grooming
3) Adeline's Solemnization
4) Manicure & Pedicure
5) Get heels for work
6) DIETING (4 more KGs to go =.=)

........................

Update soon. Good night World!
Never felt so good on Monday before
Monday, July 19, 2010

Today is Monday and i'm OFF (: Really hate to work on Monday. The people just can't wait. It's like the bank was closed for 10 years =.=

Shopping with baby today. Went town to get some dress and after that, we head back to yishun to do his hair. Baby dyed and highlight his hair using Ash Brown! Omg it's damn nice luh! I can't do anything to my hair right now as i just did a DIY dye using LIESE! Although i love the color on my hair now, i still prefer Ashbrown ): Just have to wait for sometime...

12 more days to Bangkok and i really can't wait for that day. The last time i went overseas was last year September. It's been freaking 10 months!!

I really need a break. August, please arrive as soon!

Honestly, i think i should start my fucking diet. Gained 5KG since January and I cannot believe that i'm still eating non-stop. Can't imagine what will become of me when i'm back from Bangkok!

Sighz. Going on a diet is such a pain. I must conquer! My uniform is getting TIGHTER each day and i MUST STOP THIS!

SHIT!
The Truth

There is something in my heart that i can't wait to spill it out on my blog.

Get ready for this.

People whom know me ever since secondary school should be aware of the things happening since the last few months.

You may have heard the other side of story. But i really need to say that this bloody bitch is smearing my reputation. If you know who i'm saying, that's GREAT!

First of all, i DID NOT commit adultery.

Yes, i was with a guy who was already married and still going through the process of separation. The wife of this guy was someone i knew. And to think of it, i felt disgrace to have known her.

People whom already heard her side of story must be thinking that im a downright fucking bitch who breaks a family apart. But come on, does anyone knows what exactly happened? You wouldn't believe it and i don't think that i need to explain on this.

All i knew that she was a bloody scary bitch whom one cannot imagine. And to her good friends, i felt pity for you to have a friend like this. Smart if you know what i meant.

Friends who believed the other side of story doesn't matter. At least i know that my good friends are always with me. =) Thanks love!

What goes around REALLY comes around bitch.

This is for YOU (TKEX):
If YOU are reading this, please continue. My middle fingers were made for you. Go on and broadcast to the whole world how pitiful you are as i'm damn sure that God will definitely stand by me. The reason why i'm not posting EVERYTHING in detailed was not to embarrass you and at the same time not to show how fucked up and nasty i can be. You know exactly what the truth is! Know your limits bitch!

And to those KPOs, GET A LIFE PLS!

Those who are reading this, go ahead and think about all you want.

You won't make a difference in my life anyway.

I'm contented with everything i have (:
Good Start
Sunday, July 18, 2010

2010 was a good start for me. Found myself a good job since the first month. Working in a bank have always been my dream. And there, im working in OCBC for going 7 months and i've seen different people from 3 branches and the working culture from each was totally different.

Work was tough initially. Besides adapting to the environment and people, i need to learn about my job scope and facing irritating customers everyday. A period of time i had to drag myself to work which was a torture. Sometimes i wonder if I've chosen the wrong work path. Or maybe im not suitable working in a "too" corporate environment.

But i managed to pull through (:

Hougang Mall branch was the first, followed by Jurong East branch and now, im at CP branch. Colleagues at CP were nice. I think im one fortunate fellow to be in that team ^^